It’s been two years since I lost my dad to cancer, and though time has passed, the pain feels as fresh as ever. I avoided my hometown, unable to face the memories, until recently when guilt brought me back. Andrew, my husband, and I drove to the cemetery where my dad rests, and as I sat by his grave, something caught my eye. Just a few yards away stood another headstone—my name was on it.
Shocked, I called my mom. Her calm explanation stunned me: after Dad’s death and my absence, she felt as though she’d lost both of us. She had made the grave as a way to cope.
I rushed to confront her, and the eerie truth began to unravel. Her strange behavior—her obsessive worry, the shrine in her living room with my picture—it was clear this wasn’t just grief. She was trying to control my life, to keep me close in her own unsettling way.
Realizing the depth of her issues, I offered a solution: she could move near us. Reluctantly, she agreed to let go of the memorial and focus on healing.
A week later, we dismantled the headstone and shrine together. The transition hasn’t been easy, but it’s the right one. Now, instead of being trapped by grief, we’re moving forward—honoring Dad’s memory in a healthier way.