When my mom passed away, I started cooking for myself at eleven. The kitchen became my safe place — a quiet corner where I felt close to her. Dad tried to help, sometimes leaving lunch money with quick notes, but most of the time, I figured things out alone. Burned toast, failed sauces, and tiny victories shaped my routine.
Years later, Dad remarried Marcy, who came with three kids and a house full of chaos. She smiled sweetly in public, but at home her words cut. “Kayla, you’re the oldest now. Part of the team,” she’d chirp, which really meant taking care of her kids. When Dad left for a two-week trip, he promised Marcy would handle lunch money. Instead, she sneered, “Not my problem.” I swallowed my anger and took extra shifts at the bookstore to pay for groceries.
Cooking became my secret act of defiance. I made chicken, rice, and vegetables, eating alone in my room. Marcy noticed and demanded I cook for everyone. When I asked if she’d pay for groceries, she scoffed. Soon my food started disappearing. I bought a mini fridge with a lock, but one morning it was pried open and Marcy lay doubled over, furious after drinking my clearly labeled smoothie despite being lactose intolerant.
She threatened to punish me when Dad returned, but this time, I spoke up. I told him she’d refused me lunch money, stolen my food, and broken into my fridge. His face hardened as the truth sank in.
Afterward, Dad took charge again: shopping, giving me an allowance, making sure I was supported. Marcy kept her distance, though her glares lingered.
One night, Dad knocked on my door, voice soft. “Your mom would’ve been proud. But she’d hate that you had to grow up this fast.” For the first time, we hugged without words, grief slowly softening into something like healing.